(Link above for more information about the sacred ceremonials)
When I finally said "I love you," to my brother and stood with the help of my o'o the walking stick, the sandy path led me within eye-view of the young people on the log. The young black man looked me directly in the eye, I smile at him. "Are you on an adventure?" "Yes, I am." I extended my free arm in a gesture of all-there-is-ness. "What are you looking for?" "I'm out looking for life as I find it." The young man engaged continued, "Where's life all around you? Is it sea life you're looking for?" I think I might have repeated myself and said, "I'm looking for life just as I find it!" The young man nodded and said, "I value that." "Thank you," I said smiling back at his companion who was broadly smiling back under the large dark sun glasses.
This beach I walk is less than two miles from the home where I lived, raising a son that is older than that young stranger. Also on my walk yesterday, I met a very young boy with a haircut that was the sort I would have given Christopher at the same age. His mom, a Native First People woman smiled in my direction as I called a friendly hello to her. The isolation that is so dense sometime with the life I live as a vardo-woman can overwhelm me. Connections with this mom and her young son and the couple on the beach log, dilutes the isolation and reclaims my self-regulating brain cells retraining them to believe there is more than despair and isolation.
Being by the water or in the salt water has calmed and healed me in small and miraculous ways over my six decades. The Waters of Life Blessing that will happen next week, both here in the Pacific Northwest and all other the Planet are events that can connect us with ourselves and our core self. Dr. Masaru Emoto has been instrumental in raising consciousness for the Healing Nature of water. He will be at Evergreen College in Olympia, Washington on Wednesday, April 21, 2010. Pete and I will head south and meet two old friends ... all goddesses willing! I will need to invoke all the help I can get to travel that distance and gather with as many people as will be there.